I just made some spiffy bookmarks and I'm pretty darn proud of them. I do want to make some more with funkier colors and expressions =D. It's up in my tiny shop www.meekiyua.etsy.com

WOW, thank goodness it's Friday! It's going to be a great weekend.

First things first, be sure to wish Toby a happy birthday, it's tomorrow!

Lots going on this weekend in terms of football. Tonight's the Maryland state high school football championship game at M&T Stadium up in Baltimore. Sherwood and Linganore are both undefeated and only one can win. I don't follow high school sports but I think it's been a long time since Sherwood went to states, the last time was probably back when I was a freshmen.

Tomorrow is the big Army Navy game up in Philly. We went last year when it was in Baltimore, but we didn't get tickets for the game this year. We'll be at home watching and all decked out in our Navy gear. Go Navy, Beat Army!

And of course Sunday is the Redskins and Ravens game. I won't be watching since I'll be shopping but we'll be with my sister who is a Ravens fan, she went to school with Flaco at Delaware.

Wow, 3 stories about football, I must be sick.

Like I said I'm going shopping Sunday. I'm looking for my dress to wear next Friday to Little Black Dress.

Here are my fave 7, some of these I already have, but don't know which I should either buy or wear.

Dress #1

 

Dress #2

Dress #3

Dress #4

Dress #5

 

Dress #6

Dress #7

So which one will it be? You help me decide:

 

 

I hope you have a great weekend!

XOXO

 

I am just about done Christmas shopping.  It's not what normally happens I'm usually out Christmas Eve night grabbing whatever is left to fill the stockings for the kids.  But I'm about done. Now I have to wrap. I didn't wrap as I went along and now I regret that. AHHHH.

I forgot about my comcast bill (comcast don't read this) but I think giving to my family is more imporant I figure a way to pay that bill.  Maybe do some extra work here and there. Heck I have until the 23rd right?

I think the phone and ele companies should make Dec forgiveness month. Give people the month off and let you just pay extra each month until your Dec bill is paid. See what about us who don't get nice Christmas bonuses, that get a turkey or a bottle of wine... or those that don't work outside the home. We be screwed.  We still have to stretch our money, pay our bills and have Christmas.  Maybe it's me. My brother doesn't have extra money so he just announced I won't be giving anyone a gift.  That's not how I roll.. I love buying for others .. it just wouldn't be Christmas.. and comcast is just gonna have to understand HAHAHA Right?

Going to go read some blogs and make some friends on this thing.

Have a good day!

La primera vez que escuché la palabra necrofilia no sabía de lo que se trataba. Resultó ser una de las tantas parafilias existentes y que la padecen aquellas personas que sienten una atracción sexual hacia los cadáveres. Al tener acceso a este concepto pensé que se trataba de grupos sectarios que anexaban estas prácticas como parte de un rito religioso o satánico y lo rodeaban de toda un aura de misterio. Era lógico pensar esto ya que existen referencias de las culturas góticas modernas que hacen culto de los muertos y más ampliamente de la muerte. En efecto, si observamos el look de estos personajes, veremos que visten con ropas negras, a veces de cuero o a veces de tela, estas prendas van ajadas y hasta hecha jirones como las que se pueden ver en las películas de estas temáticas o de zombies que deambulan por la tierra.

Además de esto usan accesorios de cadenas, sortijas, collares y objetos metálicos en general. El maquillaje también es al estilo de un muerto con el rostro pálido y las facciones dibujadas anuncian pesar y desolación. Los ojos van maquillados de negro son una línea por debajo de los párpados que acentúa la imagen de la muerte sobre la faz. Pero la sorpresa nos asiste cuando nos enteramos que las prácticas necrófilas no se circunscriben necesariamente a la cultura dark o gótica, ni tampoco a sectas satánicas. Lo que más sorprende es que miembros de la comunidad médica son partícipes de estas prácticas.

En efecto, son los médicos forenses los que han sido vistos muchas veces en medio de estas prácticas. En la red circulan fotografías que los han pillado acostándose con un cadáver. La palabra necrofilia proviene de los vocablos griegos "nekros" que significa muerto y "filia" que significa amor. Esta práctica no es socialmente admitida y está prohibida en casi todos los países. Algunos la definen como la obtención del placer sexual con cadáveres por medio de la cópula con o sin mutilación posterior. Al respecto una escena que seguramente muchos han visto nos puede ayudar a graficar la escena. La imagen a la que me refiero tiene ocasión durante la película Kill Bill o Mata a Hill.

En el filme podemos ver como la protagonista yace tendida en la cama de un hospital, si bien no muerta, si en estado de muerte cerebral, unánime. Se ve como el enfermero que tiene su custodia a cargo, ofrece el cuerpo de su paciente a un pervertido que solía frecuentar el hospital para sostener relaciones sexuales con personas que yacían postradas allí. Se nota claramente como el director incide en el diálogo previo, dejando entrever que esta es una práctica hasta cierto punto común en los hospitales, que hay una especie de mafia que mueve ese "negocio". También el diálogo hace referencia a ciertas reglas cuando el encargado del hospital le advierte al cliente que no debe golpear ni maltratar a su víctima, que sólo debe sostener relaciones sexuales.

Otras personas definen a la necrofilia como una suerte de acoplamiento con un cadáver que se encuentre más o menos fresco. Incluso se habla de que meros tocamientos con un muerto ya son sinónimo de necrofilia, pero en términos médicos la parafilia está definida por el hecho de encontrar placer sexual exclusivamente en la práctica de ésta. Por tanto, si vemos el sentido amplio de la palabra, podemos concluir que la necrofilia es la excitación sexual que se logra a partir de la contemplación, mutilación, contacto o incluso evocación de la figura de un cadáver. Existen también algunas variantes en la necrofilia. Podemos citar el caso de los que asesinan a una persona y luego sostiene relaciones con ella. En este caso confluyen otras parafilias como el sadismo extremo y por supuesto el fetiche que se suma al acto general del pervertido. En ambos casos se puede tratar de una psicosis o de algún otro trastorno mental grave.

La necrofilia es una de las parafilias más raras y los individuos que la padecen tienen una patología de la identificación de la imagen de la pareja sexual que va aparejada de otros trastornos del pensamiento. Por si no fueran suficientes los problemas que acarrea el necrófilo, su integridad física está en tanto o mayor riesgo que su salud mental pues al tener acercamientos a muertos que ya están enterrados, entran en contacto con todo tipo de bacterias y la flora y fauna que se desarrolla en los cadáveres que ya han entrado en su natural proceso de descomposición.

Los necrófilos suelen buscar empleos en las funerarias, en las morgues y en los cementerios para poder estar en contacto más cercano con el objeto de sus deseos sin que esta conducta sea motivo de publicación o conocimiento público. También se ha visto que no muestran interés alguno en sostener relaciones con personas vivas aunque existen reportes de necrófilos que sostienen una cópula con una persona viva cuando esta permanece quieta, imitando la postura de un cadáver. Esta parafilia, por lo general, pasa desapercibida a las personas que rodean al necrófilo al ser ésta un impulso compulsivo en presencia de un cadáver. Se han descrito tres formas básicas de necrofilia. La primera de ellas es la necrofilia por sadismo. En esta categoría caen los descuartizadores, los que desentierran a los muertos y los asesinos que además pueden acabar con actos de canibalismo. También entran en esta categoría los enfermeros, forenses, sepultureros, etcétera que entran en contacto íntimo con los cadáveres.

La segunda categoría es la necrofilia por amor. Aquí el necrófilo hace el amor por última vez con su amada fallecida y representa un acto necrófilo aislado. La tercera categoría es la necrofilia por semejanza o pigmalionismo. En esta categoría el individuo se siente atraído por estatuas o monumentos. En esta categoría también caen las personas que sostienen una cópula con una persona hipnotizada y en estado de indefensión. Finalmente habría que decir que se han descrito algunos casos de necrofilia entre animales como algunas aves y perros.

 

OKay so today was/is December 5th and the demo launched in Japan only on Xbox Live no PSN however.

 

It released at about 18:30 pm Tokyo time.

 

The results well pretty cool but a bit tricky as the Japanese controles of the Previous games confuse me much like this so What ever you read here its prob little dif from RE than BH.

 

For instant Biohazard 1-3 the action button is Square and Run was X or so this is what i felt like here on RE 5 Japanese Demo.

 

First off Id like to say that this was a demo and there may have been bugs I havent encounted all of them didnt have much time..

 

Only thing I dont like is it is doing what Dead Rising is doing...

You have to change the settings on your console other wise when Playing there are lines like its tearing the screen if your settings are at 1080p but the game runs at 720p not higher.. so just lower them if your TV does this I dont expect all TV's to do this.

As shown above.

 

The demo was really small So small that It was 472.5MB Big.

OKay that clear.

 

The Game funny enought came out to be in english text.. Much to my suprise was another JAPANESE demo so I figure that the Game detects your langage settings.

 

Here is the main menu's

As You can see there will be LeaderBoards and Records which Im not sure what it is exactly my Guess of the Library is the files you pick up in the game much like the series.

 

Lets look at the 4 types of controls you can choose from (note the demo defult was type D which had strifing had to changed to the old school ones cause No thanks )

 

There is also a Setting for langages.

Such as Japanese, English, Dutch, French, Spanish and Italian.

See my photos and Resident Evil goodies for those.

 

Right the Demo does indeed have two sections to play with just like Famitsu told us but disapointlingly enough its not much to show much of the story but is enough to check the game out.. the One part is the E3 demo.

 

 

While Playing I noticed the Cinematics were.. odd as they were widescreen within a Widescreen.. which is sort of stupid the game tho is not like this.

The Game plays well BUT it is very much sounds like RE4 sound effects and plays close to it.

 

There is tho a pop up nemu ike Dead Space where your menu to change weapons and use items is all in real time this gives more tention to the game I do admit as Dead Space prooved that but you can over come these easly.

I did find that Sheva will help you when you get attacked and you to have a optinon for this while playing.

 

Herbs are back but a little different.

Ammo well its distributed just like RE4.

GOLD COINS are to be picked up so we have merchants again..

much like RE4 eh? Well old news I guess.

 

Co-Op wise I couldn't play I kept getting this but i reckon it could be my line? or they blocked none Japan lines..

 

Files you pick up

 

Split Screen Co-Op is in fact there

But Its silly to have it side to side no?

 

and there is no settings to change it.

Here is sheva ..which I cannot shoot

 

So basicaly You cannot shoot your team ..mate so no team kill.

If You Loss your partner there is a button for it L1 or LB and it will direct you to that person with a Map and Location

 

 

Final Note

Sheva is Left Handed I think (look how she aims)

 

 

 

 

OKAY

 

this was a Quick Review but think of it as a Preview of the demo of Biohazard 5

 

 

THANKS Take care and BY George Lets get rocking!!!

 

This Blog was done by Ouji-San

 

Photos were taken with a Kodak Camera on a Samsung HDTV the game ran at 720p

 

The mass illusion of my so-called life or LOVE-NOW… that is the question…It’s gets down to this: it’s all about me … total responsibility: what do I want and how much do I want it.

Fear or love; hostage or host… my choice… my total responsibility!!! It’s just about turning to spirit in any form I think I  find myself in and letting it rip... expressing however. It’s not like love cares, after all. I am all too familiar with catching myself with my proverbial ego pants -down', acting out the very drama I designed to delude myself into believing I was ‘doing spirituality/life the right way’ … as if… only to find myself back feeling ashamed and guilty. The attraction to guilt is a huge obstacle and one seemingly hard-wired into my little illusory brain.  It shows up in the most bazaar ways like not wanting to do anything, see people, make any kind of commitments, and procrastinate, yada yada. Blah, blah… I feel the stirring of spirit, and then let fear immobilize me, talking time and space as if…

 

“FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, NO LONGER SEEK FOR UNION IN SEPARATION, NOR FOR FREEDOM IN BONDAGE…” As I release so will I be released… this is the only way to the experience of the perfect love of which I am.

 

It’s all my mind. It is the mind of God that I am serving… of nothing at all… so I am pretending or being. Nothing is happening until I decide to be truly helpful. I am only helpful in the right mind... It is my total freedom and my total responsibility. I stand in this place, being present. Here, Now. That’s all.

If I am not showing up for this one responsibility; this one life, the one I share with God, it is because fear has replace love in my mind…and correction is necessary befor anything can happen.

The correction of fear is my responsibility! When I am afraid it is a sign that I have raised bodily thoughts to the level of the mind. What I must do is cop to the truth of the situation and call it what it is. It is merely a question of what I want. I simply become aware of when I become afraid. Stop. Remember; I am responsible for what I think. There are no idol thoughts. So if I am afraid I have forgotten who I am. By acknowledging this, I take responsibility and then I can ask Jesus for a correction. The correction to right-mindedness or Love is guaranteed, and a certain as God is now…

 

Lesson 340:

I can be free of suffering today….

There is a flow, like water; to this section of lessons… It is the steady, gentle awareness of our choice to no longer serve guilt but to allow for all the defenses and make-believe that held its value in place, to be dispersed into the tranquil rousing that forgiveness brings. What is apparent now, here, as we gaze with Christ’s vision is all the beauty which was always present, but which our faith in guilt concealed. It is here, we have the chance of recognizing the Son of God; to look and see the face of Christ.

The freedom from suffering is the change of mind from dreams of guilt to happy dreams. This is the choice takes the place of the formerly worshiped ‘idol’ of guilt and its dwindling reign in mind. ‘Choose once again’, the Course tells us again and again…

Today’s lesson says we can, today, choose forever to let go of suffering and allow the flow of love forgiveness brings…freely…

We decide one simple thing; we do not want whatever we believe an idol gives. For thus the Son of God declares that he is free of idols. And thus he is free…

I am, indeed, free of suffering today; for I am as God created me. This choice exposes the madness of following guilt’s chosen path as a way of life…. Appearances can but deceive the mind that wants to be deceived. There is no meeting place for the peace of God and guilt. Forgiveness allows for the dance of suffering to be seen for what it is: guilt is the one and only cause of pain, no matter what it seems to look like. And the peace forgiveness brings makes it so we are no longer enticed by guilt’s pretentious, hopeless allure.

Choose freedom instead of suffering and through this choice, see what was previously invisible (due to the desire not to see, per guilt’s wishes). The idea of salvation is viable at last. This one choice is the decision to expose the false; not so much running from the make believe toys in the idol dream, but rather deciding against their reality, which was only kept alive by deception. It is the decision to let the truth be true. I love what the Course says in the section in the text called Beyond All Idols where it states:

“Salvation is a paradox indeed! What could it be except a happy dream? It asks you but that you forgive all things that no one ever did; to overlook what is not there, and not to look upon the unreal as reality. You are but asked to let your will be done, and seed no longer for the things you do not want. And you are asked to let yourself be free of all the dreams of what you never were and seek no more to substitute the strength of idle whishes for the Will of God… No more than this is asked… salvation asks for nothing in reality. And even in illusions it but asks forgiveness be the substitute for fear Such is the only rule for happy dreams”…

To “let all things be exactly as they are” is another way of stating the running theme of these later lessons in the Course… as a matter of fact, that is what the Course says… “No rules are idly set, and no demands are made of anyone or anything to twist and fit into the dream of fear. Instead, there is a wish to understand all things created as the really are. And it is recognized that all things must be first forgiven, and then understood…. The real world is the state of mind in which the only purpose of the world is seen to be forgiveness.”…

The peace of God flows naturally as all attachment to guilt are let go, now… Feel it! Right Now!

~I can be free of suffering today~

Ah, God’s plan for salvation rocks! There’s simply nowhere to turn that doesn’t lead back to the yummy presence of God’s Love; always, already, forever, present… now that’s a groovy present, yes?

 

Paris vs. Nicole, Round 2...

Apparently since Paris Hilton's big split with Benji Madden, Nicole Richie (who is Paris' on again off again BFF and whose baby daddy is Benji Madden's twin brother Joel Madden) has been telling Benji that he can do better.

I think we all see where this is going.  Those two are going to be enemies again just like they were after Nicole reportedly watched Paris and Rick Solomons home-made porno, One Night In Paris (such a classy title).  This will be a highly publicized scuffle for as long as it takes for the two of them to feel like they've gotten enough attention, and then they'll kiss and make up and maybe do a reality show together.  Don't say I didn't warn you.

Please watch this...

...and please laugh, even though I believe that it is unfortunate that this funny video had to be made.  Yes, I support gay marriage, and I'm not ashamed to admit it. 

 

 

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When I posted that song it had 300+ plays, to date it has over 2600 plays, now that is effective marketing at it's best...

Now if only I can have SAPP sing it LIVE on Inauguration Day

I bet this will be the image you see all over the place THAT DAY!

 

EVERYTIME I SEE THAT PICTURE AND HEAR THAT SONG YOU MAKE ME WANT TO CRY!

THAT IS THE THEME SONG WHERE, WHEN YOU HEAR THAT YOU KNOW I JUST SAID SOMETHING, YOU MAY NOT KNOW WHAT BUT I JUST SAID SOMETHING TO OBAMA

Yesterday I had the priviledge to spend most of the day with Nancy Zieman and Deanna Springer, the Marketing Director of Nancy Zieman Productions. Nancy is the host of the long-running PBS TV series Sewing with Nancy and the author of several of our sewing books. (The TV series is full of solid sewing technique and inspiration, so if you've never checked it out, I encourage you to do so. You're sure to pick up some new trick.)

The focus of most of our discussions, though, was on our new venture with Nancy, a Create with Nancy book series. In these books, Nancy lends her know-how and insights to books authored by some of the best sewers and quilters around. The first one comes out in May, and I just can't wait.

Nancy is simply one of the most knowledgable, savvy and gracious people I've ever met. Working with her is truly a great part of my job.

Here are some of Nancy's books to check out for great sewing instruction.

Until next time,

Christine

Go Jeff Hardy at Armegeddon! I will be SOOOOOOOOO happy if he won.

Happy hoidays WWE! it is almost christmas. I am asking for Jeff Hardy to win the WWE champion at Armegeddon.

Obviously I couldn't go back to sleep so I've been surfing again.  I hope this works because I found it interesting.     :)

OK so I did the always popular yearly "putting up the lights" dance the other day without too much fanfare (and profanity) only to find out once I was on the roof:

Forgot the extension cords!

And, of course--even though I checked ALL bulbs previously..several were out once I was back on the ground..so Dan gave me this pic of the ultimate display if Christmas lights were left up to men!

 

.:12 Strays Of Christmas
These are 12 amazing animals from the Washington Humane Society who would love a family for Christmas... (HINT:click on the pictures to read the info)

.:Big **** Truck And Storage Rental
This is a hilarious commercial...why don't they do these here

.:From LA To DC On Bike
And it's all for Obama's inaguration

.:Worst Commercial Placement Ever
Haha someone's gonna get in trouble for this screw up

.:Cheesecake Factory Harassment
I wouldn't go into the kitchen if I was you...read on

.:What's White Black and Red All Over??
A group of penguins being mauled by a fox...hahah I think I'm funny

.:What Corona Commercials Really Look Like
This is actually pretty funny...  I mean it's funny enough to procastinate work for

.:No More F's For Students
Because that hurts their feelings...now they'll fail but H's instead

.:Woman Swept To Sea During Proposal
No joke...she was almost engaged and than engulfed by a wave

.:How Do You Tell Your Kids Santa's Broke
I don't know what I would do in this situation but this article could possibly help

.:Terror Passed On By Smell
You can really smell terror on someone...read on here

.:Don't Mail Yourself Pot
From Samy's hometown...and ohh is he proud
BONUS:Father son duo busted for same thing

.:One Things Growing In This Economy
And that is contraceptive sales...  I mean babies are expensive
PS:Also the movie business has seen a boom as well

.:Why You Shouldn't Buy Your Wife A Vacuum
In case you thought it would be a great idea...it really isn't

.:Most Annoying Holiday Songs
And you're bound to hear them 100 times before year's end

.:Man Proposes With Banner On Interstate
I don't know if I could've gotten away with that, but to each their own

.:Amazing Basketball Shot
This is awesome and I don't even really watch sports!!

.:Eggs Could Cause Cancer
Now don't throw them all away just yet, but it's something you should read

.:You Have The Flu
You could be getting a text message before you even feel the symptoms

.:This Year's Hot Color
Get ready to wear a lot of yellow this year...just forewarning

.:Break With Him Already
If you find yourself answering yes to these....maybe it's time to end it

.:Man Finds 20 Year Old Class Ring In Fish
No joke...someone caught the fish and returned the ring 20 years later